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今天收到一首歌: Way  back into love

" And if I open my heart to you, I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
  And if you help me to start again, You know that I'll be there for you in the end"   

送給最喜歡的小河豚

    小野豬

    Way Back into Love

    I've been living with a shadow overhead
    I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
    I've been lonely for so long
    Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

    I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
    Just in case I ever need em again someday
    I've been setting aside time
    To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    Oh oh oh

    I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
    I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
    I know that it's out there
    There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

    I've been looking for someone to shed some light
    Not just somebody just to get me through the night
    I could use some direction
    And I'm open to your suggestions

    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart again
    I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

    There are moments when I don't know if it's real
    Or if anybody feels the way I feel
    I need inspiration
    Not just another negotiation

    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart to you
    I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
    And if you help me to start again
    You know that I'll be there for you in the end

是小野豬送我的
稱我微小河豚是因為我狠愛擠眉頭嘟嘴巴
就像河豚一樣

想了很久
還是不知道怎麼去回信給他

和他的情況
好的時候好
不好的時候都只想分手
腦中只有:我們不適合不適合不適合

現在是捨不得他難過還是我捨不得放掉他?
對我太好了
不是好人卡
是一個人誠心誠意的對你好
曾經怎麼樣也不會想分手的

我也喜歡他
只是更多相處上的小問題
讓我很辛苦
覺得狠疲憊

And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end" 
  


如果他更努力打開他的心努力的加倍對我好
想彌補他讓我傷心的時候
我卻還是想離開他
是不是他只會更傷心

我完全不敢談論我們兩個人的事情
我的理智會讓我離開他。。。

我想要自由
我想要一個人
我想要出去和別人談戀愛
受傷
然後最後和他在一起

非常的自私

我知道

對於他付出的好
我也不敢有太多的回應
怕他認為
我回到他身邊了
我的心又和以前一樣了

不,不一樣了






情人節
他也給了我驚喜
是個狠用心狠體貼的情人








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